snideblonde's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I want a drink and then I want another. I'm getting tired of waiting on this winter.
Today was very good. I've been awash in neurotic behaviour as of late, and I'm getting on my own nerves. All of this second guessing and introspection is making me want to puke. I decided a couple of days ago to stop all of this negative bullshit and focus on what I've got and have a little confidence for crying out loud. It's a new job, it moves fast, but I'm doing a good job and now I just need to relax and not take it all so seriously. Is anyone going to have a fit and fall in it if the direct mail that they didn't know they were getting is late? No they aren't. It's been negative around there lately, but I don't need to fall into that trap. In fact, if I put my mind to it, my energy might turn it around a bit. Anyway, it always come down to how much of other peoples crap do I want to take on? I'm so busy looking for my own accountability/responsibility in everyone else's dramas that I forget sometimes it has nothing to do with me and I shouldn't take it on. It seems like I've been learning this lesson for about a hundred years now. *** There's a natural foods pet store down the street and they have a pig. I love him. I don't know why. Probably because he squeaks and snorts away like we're having a conversation. And because he recognizes me, runs up to me and because he's a odd combination of cat & dog behaviour. Anyway, there's nothing like a little time with a wild animal in the midst of civilization to make a girl forget about the rat race and revel in a moment. They haven't named him, but I think they should call him Wendel. 6:50 p.m. - 2008-04-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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